Thank you for sharing Tawania,
Thank you for sharing Tawania, I cut when I was a teen, and then went years throwing myself out for others to hurt me. Now that I am 42 and dealing with the pain of all the hurt and memories that I have repressed for so long, I have begun to cut again. I do it so that it release's the pressure that is built up, and gets me out of the numb state. I don't want to do this, but I am seeking out help with a therapist, and we are working through the memories as well as the Delayed PTSD. I am glad that I am not the only one who wonders if at my age, I should already know how to deal with this. Or is there anyone else out there that does this at my age. Flashbacks is and memories are what esculated my cutting and SI habits.